Tony Blair hasn't been doing very well lately bless im. (please note the sarcasm in my voice here)
Here is an extract from an interview he gave Der Spiegel in Germany, an interview might I add that's meant to mark his passing.
SPIEGEL: Why is Africa in the centre of political activities? Is it because a few musicians are taking an interest or because the Chinese are moving into Africa?
Blair: No, this predates the China issue - though that is an issue now with Africa. It's really because it's a big moral cause. Take the issue of HIV/Aids, for example. We've probably saved a million lives already. How many other areas of politics can you do something that saves literally millions of lives?
SPIEGEL: By not starting wars, for example.
And:
SPIEGEL: When you look back, won't Iraq be the big nightmare of your time in office?
Blair: You know, you and I are not going to agree on this.
SPIEGEL: Isn't it important, if you start a war, to at least win it?
Blair: Well, I don't believe we've lost it.
SPIEGEL: Are you sure?
On less political news, because frankly I'm not very politically minded, I will be sat at the pc for quite some time this morning I imagine. I've got to find a ton of artists for my sketchbook research and mail it all to me mum at her work! Well I can't afford to run through another printer cartridge damnit.
There's this guy who lives local that I know, except that 'know' is a strong term. We met in the docs waiting room where I engaged him in nosey conversation after hearing him talking to his son in a Southern accent. Anyone who's moved into a completely new part of their country will recognise this habbitual ear pricking on hearing 'your own kind'. A sudden need to divulge your life story to a complete stranger and an instant bond just from a reciprocative "Yes I'm a Southerner."
So we got to talking. He'd only lived up here a few months back then, and was a little cagey as to why the move. He mentioned something about needing a fresh start for him and the lad, which I didn't like to pry into because let's face it, that conjurs up scary things like deaths in the family or something. He also doesn't seem to have a wife, no job and, rightly or wrongly, my gaydar keeps twinging off and on. Since that meeting I've seen him walking back from the school run many times around town, always on his own or with his kid, and yesterday we met up again in the local petrol station. We had a nice chat, exchanged names again because we'd both forgotton, and parted ways. He told me he'd moved again round the corner because the other place was a dive, and that he'd got some call center work coming up. All good stuff. Then this morning we ran into each other in the same petrol station again. Now he seems a really nice bloke and I feel like somehow extending the hand of friendship because I know how fucking hard it is to move to a new area all alone, but how do I not come across as a psycho stalker? Assuming he isn't already thinking that ha!
It's so hard to be an adult and make friends when you move. Everyone knows everyone, and noone is really that interested in persuing a new friendship because it takes a bit of effort sometimes. At most you wind up with a hellova a lot of friendly aquaintances who would pass you in the street and say 'hello' but wouldn't share their last rolo.
I expect I'm projecting my own problems onto this guy, seeing someone lonely when I'm the lonely one, wanting to connect with a person going through something I've been through because I need the camerardie and not him.
Sigh.
Maybe next time I see him, which will be time number four, I will enquire openly about his social situation and see what leading answers he gives. Take it from there. People need to care more about others in this isolated, selfcentered and ignorant world. If i'm branded a psycho stalker for it, then so be it. Wait. I didn't mean that like that!